So, I have had this bad feeling in the pit of my stomach all day...Not bad as in "I ate bad food"...but bad as in "something bad is going to happen"...and frankly, I would prefer it to be the first feeling over the second...I don't know why or what it is but it is really bothering me...So, please, to all my friends and family - please be safe and well!!
 
I am so ready to be done with work for the day...On a positive side, the day flew by as i was insanely busy for the majority of it. Had lunch with Molly at Fashion Island, which was fun.
 
Last night I analyzed the quirks of the folks in my marketing class - myself included.  I vowed never again to drink the gymangous-sized soda from Jack in the Crack before class - no matter how thirsty I am - 20 minutes into the class I thought my bladder was going to explode. I learned that there are some "hygenically challenged" folks in my class and that I should not sit behind the dude that always wears plaid because he can't stop fidgeting and bumping into my desk which forces me to write illegibly (and my writing is pretty bad as it is).  And, when my instructor talkes about an organization as a "cash cow" he follows the phrase with "moo" every time in a low voice, which kept cracking me up.  I am finding it challenging to want to go home and study and do homework and all that academic-ish...I need to get back into it though, because no matter how lazy I am, it feels damn good to dust off my brain and put it to some use.  Lord knows that isn't happening at work - or much of anywhere else, for that matter.
 
I have been really feeling confident in myself lately, which is a step in the right direction. Don't get me wrong, I have always had a strong sense of self and confidence, but lately it has felt different. Not sure what I have changed in my life, but I am liking it thus far. It seems as though things are coming into focus for me for the first time in a long while and instead of being scared, I am embracing life.
 
One month from tomorrow, I will be on a plane - with my hot boyfriend by my side - on our way to Cancun...I cannot wait for the vacation...counting the days before I live the Corona commercial...