Jaded...

Okay, so there must be something in the air today...I feel like I am everyone's pin cushion...everyone I talk to looks at me like I have the plauge and gives me attitude...well, all except for Felix and Paul, who have been giving me pep talks this morning about kicking ass on the GMAT...but 2 out of like 15 people I have interracted with today is not a good ratio...

I am starting to really get nervous about the exam on friday...I really should have put more time and effort into studying and prepping...It became evident to me last night that although I am seemingly grasping a better understanding for basic math, I am too friggin slow at figuring out the answers...I can't help but feel stupid and lame...this is a really self-defeating process...I think I will doing "all right" on this test, but I am hoping for "stellar"...mediocrity isn't going to get me anything except a rejection letter from the schools I want to get into...So, I ask all my friends and loved ones to cross your fingers for me or light some candles or whatever be your standard...not to be cheesy, but to quote the Australian dance hit that was big in the clubs when I was last over there : "you know - I Need a Miracle...what I need to get me through..." (said repetitive and to a catchy bass line...)

I sliced my thumb last night when cooking (gasp! I tried to cook!!) and wouldn't ya know everytime I go to do something I bump it and it bleeds a little more...no fun...It wasn't a bad cut really, just in a poor location...

Work is grating my last nerves this week too...but I will vent about that at a later date...

Will give a weekend update later when I have refilled my coffee cup and have mellowed out a bit...