"One for the now and eleven for the later "
Life is chaotic...
...a little chaos is always good...
...reminds us that we only get one shot at this life so better make it sweet..
...ergo...
life is pretty friggin' good...
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I feel like I could seriously tackle anything right now...It's great...I mean, I may have buckled today at work and left early because i couldnt stare at my computer anymore...but it dawned on me: as much as i bitch about my job, i am actually really fired up...performance reporting is the shittiest six weeks i could ever imagine...so what makes this quarter different??? well, i have something to prove...and i fucking LOVE a challenge...i was stressing a little this afternoon, but as i was walking back from target tonight i realized that if i rock my reports, i can show them that i AM good at this...and if i can make this work, then i can prove to myself that i can handle a lot more than most people have given me credit...sooo, i say a big fat "BOOOOOYAAAAAAAAA" to my reports..bring it biatches!!
Everything else is falling into place nicely...it's kind of surreal when you can finally get excited about something that was so uncertain for a little while...
25 DAYS and counting!!!! (until what, you ask??? that's for me to know and whomever reads this to find out later - muahahahaha!) So, when the dust settles, I can stop being so damn cryptic...But you know me (or maybe you dont), I am totally superstitious...
If anyone needs an excuse to "tip one" this weekend, my most favorite uncle got a much deserved promotion. he has rhumatoid arthritus and has been working two physically-challenging jobs so he can send his son to college...this new job will finally give him a chance to quit his second job so he can rest a little...so ladies and gents, raise your glasses to my uncle neal...i know tomorrow i will knock a couple back for him. tee hee - i am so proud and happy! :)
this stream of consciousness feels good.......and all the while i have been typing i have been streaming this new song that has completely enamored my senses (hint hint: the subject line is one of the lyrics...guess what it's from!)...i swear, i dont know who i would be if i didnt have music in my life...
Well, all this has been anything but cogent...I suppose I should get crackin' on my laundry and cleaning my kitchen and stuff...
I'm done...
...for now...
(and if you actually read this til the end, you're probably glad it finally finished...)